The Creative Research Project                                       LIB 200: Humanism, Science and Technology               Professor van Slyck

Lori Handley

Fall 2001

 

 

 

The AIDS Crisis in the Lives of Two Women

 

 

Traci and I have been friends for quite some time, I’m not even certain the number of years we have known each other.  She comes from a rather large family; she has four sisters and two brothers.  They are extremely close, perhaps the best of friends, and the type of people who would give you their last dollar if you really needed it.  They spend every holiday together and always give big parties for everybody’s birthday.  As Traci’s friend you are treated as part of the family.  From attending many of their gatherings I had the opportunity to meet all of her siblings.  I remember when I met her sister Patricia she was a few months pregnant.  She was the same age as me, so I guess at the time I met her we were both about to turn twenty-one.  Patricia was gleaming with happiness.  She couldn’t wait to give birth to her baby and she was fortunate to have a boyfriend who was both supportive and as happy as her.  It was a picture perfect moment in her life; little did we know it would be a life short lived.  On September 20, 2000 we sadly lost Patricia to the AIDS epidemic.  Here is her story.

Patricia Ann Parsley

Born:  July 29, 1976

Died:  September 20, 2000

Patricia gave birth to her son, Ismael Jr., on August 6, 1997.  He was a healthy baby weighing 7 pounds and 6 ounces.  The whole family was excited and he was absolutely precious.  Unfortunately, Patricia had to stay in the hospital for about 3 or 4 weeks after giving birth.  Apparently she had pneumonia.  She told everybody that it was no big deal and she was suffering from a minor infection from giving birth.  After she was released from the hospital she was fine.  She spent every available moment cuddling and caring for her son.  The baby brought her so much joy and we were all very happy for her.  Traci lived right upstairs so whenever anybody went to visit Traci, they would stop to see the baby.  It was a good living situation because if Patricia needed any extra help around the house, Traci was there.

        Things were going extremely well for Patricia; she loved being a mother.  Then about the time when Ismael was 6 months old Patricia got really sick.  She claimed that she had the flu.  She had all of the symptoms, fatigue, fever, diarrhea, etc, but Traci seemed really concerned.  She said Patricia was sick for a good two weeks and had a chronic cough that Traci could hear late at night.  A few days after Traci voiced her concerns, Patricia was feeling better.

        Two months before Ismael’s first birthday, Patricia was sick once again.  She had a fever and her diarrhea was so bad that she couldn’t leave the house.  This time, she claimed that she had a stomach virus and the doctor told her to rest and it would pass through her system on it’s own.  Traci was really concerned at this point because her sister was always getting sick.  I advised Traci that she needed to confront her because we all felt that something was not quite right.  Aside from being sick, her relationship with the baby’s father was slowly falling apart.  Everybody sensed something was wrong, but nobody had a clue to what we would soon learn.

        Finally, Patricia told her family she was HIV positive.  She found out while getting blood work done during the early stages of her pregnancy.  She reassured her family that the baby was okay and healthy because she was taking AZT pills during her pregnancy.  These pills prevent the passage of the virus from the mother to the unborn child.  She went on to explain that she was always sick from the cocktail medications she was taking prescribed by the doctor.  She also explained that her and the baby’s father were having problems because he too tested positive for HIV.  They were always fighting over whom to blame for this as if the bickering would solve anything.  As for the fact that she hid this from her family, she explained that she felt dirty and ashamed.  She was fearful that they would reject her and treat her differently.  Of course they were devastated but they gave her as much love and support that was possible.

        In July 2000, Patricia got pneumonia once again.  Her son’s birthday was coming up and she didn’t want to miss it, so she refused to go to the hospital.  Her health got so bad that she needed a home help aid to assist her.  Fortunately, the city sponsors programs to help HIV patients, and this was paid for through the program.  Shortly after, Patricia was hospitalized and put on a respirator.  One month later, on September 20, 2000 her heart stopped beating and she died.

        Although Patricia suffered many hardships fighting this deadly disease, she was blessed to have the support of her family and friends during such a trying time in her life.  In the nation of Africa, one in ten adults are now infected with the HIV virus (Mendel).  They lack the necessary resources to fight the disease as well as the emotional support to have some degree of stability.  Here is the story of one young woman living with AIDS in Africa.

        Althea was born December 3, 1971.  Just reaching the age of thirty, she has a daughter Diane, age four.  She recalls how growing up in Africa her family was extremely poor, most of the nation is.  By the age of sixteen she realized a painful reality, she was living in a male dominated society.  Men would choose to have sex with whomever they desired and refusal by a woman would result in physical punishment (Marash).  Althea painfully recalls the number of promiscuous men she had sex with and she describes how helpless she felt during this time in her life.  At the age of twenty-six, she found out she was pregnant.  Little did she know her struggle through life was about to get worse.

        It was at this time she found out she was HIV positive.  She didn’t know how to react.  There were many women in her predicament because of the sexual conduct of men in society, but at the same time, she couldn’t believe this was happening to her.  Once again, Althea experienced helplessness in her battered life.  She could not afford AZT pills to prevent the passage of the virus to her child and as a result Diane was born HIV positive.

        She lived with her family for a short time after she gave birth but eventually they told her she had to leave.  They never knew of her or Diane’s HIV status but when Althea developed shingles, she told them her ordeal.  Unfortunately, they didn’t embrace her or tell her they would be there...they said they wanted her to leave because she was dirty and they were ashamed.  Althea recalls how painful it was to hear those words but once again she had no other choice.  There was no talking to them or trying to change their minds.

        She now lives with Diane in a tiny shack and says she feels like she is slowly awaiting death.  She gets ill frequently and struggles with caring for herself and a child who is also sick.  She worries what will happen to Diane when she dies and what kind of life her daughter is capable of having being HIV positive.

        Sadly, there are a massive number of people in Africa dying everyday from Aids.  When are we going to reach out and help a nation with a serious, deadly problem?  Because we are a wealthy nation our government has the funds to help those with this deadly virus.  The city alone offers programs that help pay for food, medication, counseling and in some instances, even pay the rent.  Should we turn our back on a nation in desperate need of help?  Or should we act oblivious to the fact that millions of children in Africa are orphaned because of the AIDS epidemic there?  The United Nations as well as other rich countries need to come together and encourage drug companies to lower the costs on cocktail medication (Marash).  The prices are much too high for a person living in a nation with a $510 income per year (McGeary).  An improved education system as well as educational programs dealing with AIDS would benefit this nation greatly.  Awareness of how serious and deadly this epidemic is could perhaps minimize promiscuity and encourage practicing safe sex.  Hopefully, it could also help families deal with the epidemic and instead of turning their back on a loved one they could stand behind them and give their support.  This would not be an easy task and it certainly would not happen over night but it cannot be humanely possible to ignore the problem at hand.  If we did, it is almost as if the disease is not killing them, we are.